Thursday, February 24, 2011
This is as the title says, how reality has taken over my dreams. I wanted to share this story with so many people but it may just end up only boring them, so here i am. My dream was to become a film-maker but as reality would have it, my dreams are put on hold for now, for long? I'm unsure... I've thought long and hard, even had many sleepless nights over this, but even the circumstances i'm in right now be it my family, finances or me. It would be best for me to take up the SIM management course as it is the fastest and best route for me to achieve a degree ASAP. But this does not mean i've given up on filming. Not just yet, its just that they are put on hold, through this path i hope to still find a way back to filming. I'll be applying for this course tomorrow and if i get in, I will gun for it. I will give it my all, it's a promise I've made to myself, that if I ever get the chance to study again. I'll give it my all regardless what course of studies I'm pursuing, so here is a message to myself in 15 months of this course that is to come: "I believe I don't have to tell you this but you've always wanted to prove yourself, to everyone that you have what it takes. Nows your chance to shine, you have gone through so many things, learnt so many, seen so many, that young immature boy has begun to shed its shell. Through this course, by proving yourself, by striving, by working hard you shall complete this metamorphosis and become the man you've can be and always wanted to be."
But to my dreams, i've not given up on you just yet. You have been something that I have looked forward to for nearly 6 years of my life. This was a decision that i believe is going to be a big turning point in my life. Either I have to hit the sacks soon if not I might just end up botching things up again if i oversleep.
posted at 12:02 AM... catcha later^^
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