Saturday, December 02, 2006
* warning* not impt at all...
this few days i came to realize somethin that in all my life all i'm ever good for is being a support, reserve cause i suck, i bet most people agree with this right... i just feel so neglected makes me wonder if i were to just disappear right now would any1 notice... guess nobody... cause i'm like invisible... maybe i'll just go back to being an asshole... at least i'm sure people will notice me, although in a negative way... hey... like i've said before dun like me say it.. dun pretend to be all okay wif me give me some crappy false shit... make me treat u like a friend when in your eyes i'm just dirt... or is that how u guys treat me in the 1st place... and all along its me that has been dreaming... or maybe u just wan to make use of me... well here's something i'm worthless okay... nothing abt me worth using...u know wad jus fuck everythin... nothing matters... fuck it all...
posted at 3:57 AM... catcha later^^
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