Monday, May 29, 2006
28th may... sun...
back... been kinda busy with sch recently... projects, assignments and tests... coming soon le... then its holiday... yipee!!! not really in the mood to blog... but had a few things to say after reading my friend's blog... well.. 1 of my friends mentioned tat when a person has a blog that person should be ready to show it.. if that person doesn't want to show then wats the point of having 1... ya.. true.. so it kinda got me thinking... so wad shld i do wif my blog... i'm blogging.. but i'm afraid to show it to anyone... cuz i'm afraid... in my blog i say lots of stuff... stuff on how i really feel... i'm afraid of losing ppl if they see this stuff... especially her... havn't had a chat wif her for quite some time le... hope i can find some... well... i've been thinking maybe i'm not ready yet... for a relationship... at least tats how i feel... i want to juz wait... instead of finding... i wanna juz go wif the flow... cuz my friend once said this "if its meant to be, it will be... if its not, no matter how hard you try it will still be not..." well i kinda understand now... and maybe its the best for me right... but tat doesn't mean i will stop fighting... i might have fate now... but maybe i'm juz lacking destiny... but when it comes i'll be sure to fight hard... recently... i'm kinda having an identity crisis again... i'm starting to lose myself again... i don't know who i am... cuz 1 minute i'm like a bad guy and all... the other i'm like Mr. nice guy and stuff... well... same thing time will tell... no use thinking abt it cuz i've more impt stuff to do at the moment... like sch stuffs.... my friends and teachers always said the only thing keeping from accomplishing things is my laziness... thats my biggest enemy.. and probably my toughest 1... anyways gtg le... hav to go to sch at 8 to do my assignment tmr...
(watched 'Forest Gump' recently liked this quote...)
*~ LiFe... ~*
LiFe iS LiKe a bOx oF cHoCoLaTeS...
yOu'Ll nEvEr wHaTcHa gOnNa gEt...
posted at 1:23 AM... catcha later^^
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